Thursday, February 10, 2011

insecure?

Do you ever think you know yourself? Do you ever feel there's a lot more to explore? Do you ever feel scared and try to take refuge in noise?

I'm not too cool right now..... nor do I feel it.... you would think I come here to sulk and while away inadequacies..... maybe its true... maybe its not.

I'm not good enough to be a professional here, I'm not hot enough to be cool.....I read this and feel like a teenage girl with acne before a party.... but I'm none of those.

Its just that there are worlds unexplored, emotions unsaid...... and even though we try to make things easier by getting psyched, I don't know what the other end's thinking.....

I love the curiosity of what's going to happen.... I hate the helplessness of now.....Its time to be a friend, but aren't there more than enough already? That just leaves acquaintance and random calls from afar....

You'd read this and go blank maybe.... speak to me now and you'll know exactly where the dots connect.....

Don't let it change, please.......then again, it already did..... maybe it'll be easier this way.

9 comments:

Mind Writer! said...

Are you in love? :S

mohit said...

dont know shom !

Choco said...

I think you are in love... :)

Choco's unasked tip: Be a friend. It doesn't matter how many others are there.

suruchi said...

my god mohit...the here n there in your posts...
one minute i think this...other minute u take me there...
i feel for sure when 'here' is the problem...u make sure i peek 'there' too...

can we PLEEEEEEEEEEASE for the love of god be more specific...or facebook me so that i rest in peace:-)

i wrote a long-ish comment on the previous post*when is it ever small with me anyways* which seems to have disappeared strangely:/

and about this...i kinda like the mystery u are netting here...am just waiting for the unveiling now:-)

and yiy yiy yiy if u are in love...go ahead n confess...it always helps one way or the other...
P.S. Agony aunt advice...u know where to find me:-)

mohit said...

@choco
Thanks for the tip ! It may be useful
;)

@ Suruchi
U wrote me a comment and I didnt see it !!! kahaaan gaya??

mysteries are good, aren't they?
:P

Banupriya said...

Mohit, your last 2 posts and this making me so much confused yaar.. You want to say something but aren't u getting the words? or you want us to understand something out of this.. Dont get carried away man!! pour it out whatever u have it inside..

P.S: Saying this easy, but tough to do it!! I am in the same phase. Don;t know waht to vent out

sulagna ™ said...

kya ho gaya Mohit ?? Chai mein dooba biscut ho gaya ??

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Cute!!!

oRange* said...

If you're being a teenager, I'll be the counselor and say "Chill child!" :O

And dude, what's blogging for! You're supposed to vent it out here!