Saturday, November 6, 2010

Post Diwali post

Helo again, everyone... been a long time, I know.....kya karta, just haven't felt the urge to write ... Sry, haven't visited your pages lately, but I did want to catch up with you, so here I am.

First off, a belated Happy Diwali to everyone...hope you guys had a 'blast' (no, I'm anti-crackers).

Secondly, this is the 100th post....this blog has seen me through some tough times...so woohooo !

A lots been happening these days....and I find myself a changed guy at times...perhaps its just what being 'on your own' does to you.

1) I've left behind a few people.... and slowly I've gotten over that fact and don't miss 'em anymore

2) For the last couple of years, I've been in transition between being a boy and a Man...I'm not sure if the transition is complete, or when it will be, but yes, I can see a light ahead (no sexual connotations intended)

3) My search for discovering who I am has temporarily been suspended...primarily because I'm in a comfy place and wasn't really getting anywhere near to a conclusion.

4) Because I'm in a comfy place, I feel I'm getting lazy. Yes, I reprimand myself for not doing anything significantly amazing with my life, yet, but putting it off till next year seems the easier option. So yeah.. LAZY

5) I've managed to keep up my resolution of going alcohol-free in 2010. Not a drop of 'happiness' consumed since Jan. I am, however, really confused about whether to start drinking again from 2011.
On one side, its fun, socially 'cool' and in a way liberates the more 'in your face' Mohit.
On the other side, they say its better for health if you don't drink, it's the 'less traveled' road and its not like I'm craving for booze anymore.

Anyway, lets see what the new year brings.

6) I'm also confused about romance (I'm sure everyone is).... its the one question again...what do I spend my time on? A career or a relationship? Yeah yeah, I can do both together, but doesn't that mean giving half the time and attention to either one, than it deserves? Dunno.... guess I'll figure it out along the way...not like I'm going anywhere soon

7) I'm sure you're thinking about how hazily I'm writing about things.... but I have to... like I said, there's some ppl who read this that I don't want to blabber to.... going anonymous isn't a fun idea either, cuz it means losing out on my blogsville friends...which I certainly don't want. So this is how it is till then.

8) I feel ppl at work believe me to be better than I really am at things. I don't want to let anyone down.....will just need to work hard, I guess. I feel like a politician, while I'm writing this, giving ppl a vision for the time ahead but bummed out about actually having to do all that stuff

9) There's also a lot a things you can always learn from others. Always. Take debating, for example.... I've mostly been a nonchalant kinda person, hardly taking time out to debate over stuff like politics, religion and faith..... but living here, I kinda like doing that now (well, not politics really)

10) I have my own, customized belief in god.... will talk more about that, some other time.

C ya

11 comments:

Choco said...

100 posts!!! Woohooo...Congrats!!!:)

1)That's life...
2)LOL!
3)Story of my life too!
4)Yeah. I can understand.
5):o... Kudos!!!
6)I'm lazy...Hence I am going to stop commenting like this.
7)Keep blogging.
8)Gotta go.
9)No 10th point to this list! :D

Greeshma. said...

Wuhoo! Happy 100th!

I missed reading your posts! So a warm welcome back to bloggerville! :D

Madhu said...

wow..u sure are super lazy super bored..super trying to desperately make a point..and i.. seem to get that well..:)

buckle urself hard and enjoy this moment..every crap in life does not necessarily need to have a meaning..:) :)

welcome back*

Alka Gurha said...

U sound so much like my son ...Keep writing.

Banupriya said...

congrats on your 100 posts Mohit... Keep writing.

mohit said...

@ choco

hehe.... love ur comments, always.

@ greeshma

thank you!

mohit said...

@ Madhu

thanks ! will think about it ;)

@ Alka

:)

@ Banupriya

thanks ....keep visiting !

suruchi said...

Hi Mohit...
Loooong time...
Chalo koi na...der aaye durust aaye:-)
*And I thought I was the busy body;-)*

You know what’s the best things about your posts...
An absolutely effortless read that it provides...
A sense of conversation with the writer...
A kinda ‘letting in’ into your life n feelings that make sense n are identifiable...
A little like me perhaps...
*especially on cutomized belief in god bit*

I hope the transition comes about soon...
Though 33 years I have spent on this planet and my disc read “21% complete” only...coz I kinda stopped the transition after 21 years of age;-)

And don’t even ask about the “search-for-who-I-am” file...
I think I have lost it;-)

About boozing...it is a personal choice really...
But then once in a while letting your hair down to allow you to have fun is good...but too much of “happiness” bhi too much ho jaate hain na:-)

And pls don’t worry about balancing between romance n career..
When head over heels romance would hit you...you’d care a F@#$ about career...
Apne aap hone do jo ho raha hain...
Let yourself be the best self-check...
You’d know when you are overdoing one at the cost of another...just learn to listen to those instincts when they signal:-)

Wowo....now I feel like I am on Astha channel...
So time up for the pravachan...
Stay cool...
Stay happy
N yes, please stay around..
We miss you when you don’t!

Loads of love n contentment to you as my Diwali wish though it stands on the default mode too for you
P.S. Woh anonymous blog start kar do...n shhhh kar ke sirf mereko bata dena that it’s yours...purpose solved...
For more such mad ideas...you know where to find me...:-)

suruchi said...

My gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd...
I almost wrote a post sized comment there. didn't I?
I need to get a life:-)

sulagna ™ said...

100 posts...amazing :) congrats dude...i am sure you must have had a beautiful diwlai too...

yu know something i really liked about your post..your belief in Gd...no matter how it is..just hang on and see He works his miracles..

waise itna bhaao mat khao ki post likhne k liye bhi inna time loge tum ????

Greeshma. said...

Why don't I see you blogging? Why why why?